June 11-13 - Weak Sauce
Those sons of bitches don’t understand what I do! Always thinking I’m up to no fucking good. What’s wrong with putting a smile on a little girl’s face?! What’s wrong with making her happy to her hearts content?! What’s so wrong with taking her to DISNEY-FUCKING-LAND?! Shit man, I sound like a fucking dad!
This is by far the most weakest, pansiest, faggety entry I’ve ever done in my life but if I don’t let it out… it’s going to tear me apart inside. FUCK MY LIFE AND FUCK THE PERSON WHO EVER GETS TO READ THIS PATHETIC VENTING SESSION! I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING WOMAN!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?! AM I GETTING SOFT?! Getting attached to a child and falling for her adoptive crazy of a mother who is going out with several other people, not to mention higher ups? Shit! I must be going crazy… plus Cammy-sensei is in fucking love with me. ARGH! I like her alot, but I like Persephone-chan alot too! I’m torn between two crazy badass chicks that I want to have and FUCK! And so what the fuck is my fucking problem?! I’d normally love to take both, but what is this heavy icky fucking feeling inside my chest that only desires for one of them?! Why do I want ONE all of a sudden?! Explains why I was trying to take Persephone-chan to the fucking forest. Shit man! If she’s going out with Dante, I’m going to piss off the wrong people just as I have everybody else. I’m asking for a whole lot of hurt.
Furthermore, some fucking guy! ARGH! I can’t remember him or the place! WHAT THE FUCK?! Just when I thought I found somebody I can relate to, disappears on me… he definitely had bigger balls than me. He was pointing out the obvious and I was too fucking afraid to do anything about it… honestly, I think he was doing me a favor…