Session 46 - Control
I lost an opportunity I had to get Dakin, and possibly murder Dakin. It wasn’t worth my life for trying, though I was out of it enough I almost went through with it anyway. Now I’ve lost my chance, probably never to have such a good one come again. But, oh well, at least now I don’t have to worry about having blood on my hands like Evangeline and Morgana.
This convergence is causing quite a lot of problems, but now that Scarlet and Rinaldo are in charge things seem to be moving along promptly. It’s nice, I think Scarlet should be in charge more often. Let’s make her queen of Amber! Or I’ll do it. Either way I think we’ll be able to take care of the whole convergence problem here soon. It’s got to have something to do with the ley lines and the black portal, or else we need to somehow undo whatever is causing this shadow to pull people to it in the first place. It may be a combination of the two. I don’t know enough about all of it, but all of my theories seem sound.
I’ve almost got a functioning leg, but it’s hard to get the perfect blend of magitek and enchantment at the same time. I’m fast becoming an expert though and when I have time I’ll probably redo my finger as well. None of my spells are hung right now so I feel a little naked, another reason I decided to wait until a nights sleep to go after Dakin, but I want to get my leg right before I fix that issue. Mayyybe one or two, just in case.
If Dworkin is erasing us then we’ve got a put a stop to it. Also, I’m starting to actually believe this isn’t a dream at all. In fact, I haven’t had that particular thought for the past few days or more. It’s a hard comfort to give up, believing that none of this is real and in the end none of it will really matter because I’ll wake back up in the darkness of my cube. It’s making me have to re-think a few things. Like how long I want to deal with certain people…and maybe I will decide to become queen of Amber in that case and show these fools how true royalty should behave.