Destin…
I’m really not sure what to do anymore. I can’t believe you’ve been with me this whole time… Then… who did I speak to when I left home? Who have I been talking to for these past few years…?
You’ve been really quiet lately Destin.. I guess I can’t blame you but I’m worried… Things got pretty crazy lately. It’s good to be on our own planet again but everything is engulfed by war and conspiricy. Pretty soon we will make it to the top of this machine and stop it from destroying any more of our world. I hope we can make it in time…
I’ve been hesitant to use you in battle because I know it’s you now. I might have to if this fight with the rei keeps up. If we manage to stop this in time, I’ll help you search for your body. It has to be out there somewhere right? I just want to go home and have a family dinner again..with ALL of us. Mom will talk about visitors, Dad will tell us his adventure stories, and we can argue over who gets the last of the pie.
I know it probably won’t be that simple, but it’s what keeps me going right now. Everything that’s happening is all kind of a blur and I can’t get a grip on it all. I just keep moving, keep fighting, and nothing seems to faze me anymore. It’s like one big dream and any minute I’ll wake up.
Should I tell dad what’s going on or not… I know why mom couldn’t bear to tell him but it just doesn’t feel right to keep him in the dark. Could he handle it…? I have so many questions and so little understanding. Mivah and Eliveien have been really nice to me, but I stil don’t feel like I’ve really bonded much with anyone here. I know that they’re monitoring you, so you have to be harsh and act like you don’t know what I’m talking about. I understand. It still hurts though. I’m sure we’ll make it through this and then we can sort things all out okay? Oh, and Destin? You really are the best brother I could ever ask for.